I wanna talk more about the "I need food. NOW!" phases.
If you've read Twilight, you'll understand what I'm about to say.
Remember when Edward first smelled Bella's scent? He became a monster inside, imagining ways to kill her. He calculated how many seconds it would take to kill all the kids in the classroom so there would be no witnesses, all that. But a girl sitting next to him slammed her book shut, which sent a wave of clean, unscented air towards him.
His mind instantly cleared. He was able to think straight when the waft of unscented air blew his way.
That's kinda like what my hunger phases are. I can't get food out of my mind. I strategize and calculate how many calories would be classified as cheating, or eating nachos isn't that bad because I'll be burning off the calories at the gym...
And if I just hold out for a few minutes, my mind clarifies, and thinks, "OMG Jenny are you kidding me?! You're gonna blow ANOTHER day of dieting just for some nachos? That day will turn into two. Then it'll turn into a week. Then a month. Then, next thing you know, Summer will arrive, and you'll wonder where you went wrong while you're stuck inside because you're too fat to wear short shorts."
So, my hunger phase/voice has left me for a couple of hours.
Let's hope it doesn't rear it's ugly head again until I've reached Yogen Fruz.
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