Not gonna check yet.

It's been 2 months. I just got home from visiting family in the States. I was there for about a month. Before that, I was going through some personal stuff, which is why even though I was posting here, I wasn't motivated to go kick some treadmill butt. Aaaand although I haven't been dieting at all, nor working out, I'm fairly sure I haven't gained anything.

But I'm too scared to check. So I won't post a new number for a couple of days. Man. If I had stuck to the diet I would have finished by now. Jeesh. I'm so lame.

Another thing, just to make things interesting for myself, I will start posting pictures of my body changes. Out of the 80 or so pounds that I wanted to lose, I'm half way there (crossing my fingers I haven't gained in the last 2 months) and it's weird that my body doesn't look any different. I mean, I bought jeans from Old Navy before I left for the States, and I was able to wear size 10 comfortably. I haven't fit into size 10 jeans since 9th grade.

Those jeans prove that I am losing inches, but I don't see a significant difference in the mirror. Posting pictures for the second half of my weight loss will be more dramatic I suppose, as the last 30 pounds or so have always seemed to make the most difference when I've observed other people's weight loss.

Just two more months of eating right and working out and I'll be done. I'll finally be done.

I'll post the first pic tomorrow.

Jenny